My first 21 years were marked by chronic neglect at home, and adventure away from it. All of my best stories and memories originate away from home. All of my worst experiences originate within my family and they involve health issues.

Eleven episodes of family-originated trauma culminated in a medical trauma called 'malignant hypertension', a term that I was made aware of 30 years after the fact. That event rendered me deaf, unable to walk, talk, and read. It was so traumatic for my mother that she didn't tell a soul, not even my father nor siblings, and especially not a lawyer. She held on for another 19 years before succumbing to guilt-induced PTSD. She tried to eat her way through her issues.

After five years of uncertainty, numerous hospital and doctor visits, I found myself in Mother's Market in Costa Mesa California. I learned what organic food was, and discovered "Prescription for Nutritional Healing" by Phyllis A. Balch, CNC. I used the index to diagnose my many issues.

After 3 years of incremental progress and severe regressions, I finally committed to eating nothing but organic foods. My health and immune functioning improved dramatically. I am healthier than most people, and I've learned a lot more than I ever thought possible about how beliefs work.

Today in 2020, with the pandemic shredding every bit of normalcy, I recognize that I am made for these times where people's underlying beliefs are being exposed for the illusions that they have always been. That statement doesn't mean what you think it does, but certainly feels that way because your beliefs are rooted in your feelings.

The pandemic causes fear because people have been taught to believe that vaccines alone can prevent disease. We have been bombarded with "vaccine preventable disease" to such a large degree that we think and believe that it is equivalent to "vaccine-induced immunity". It's not. The CDC has lawyers trained in the art of obfuscation to deflect from the latter and promote the former.

It sounds cliche, but the solutions to every single issue we face is right under our noses. This pandemic is a once in a lifetime opportunity to trim the structures of democracy corrupted by foreign and domestic influences, begin the painful shift away from fossil fuels to renewable energy sources, and to push humans innate innovative capabilities further than we can imagine.

All things are possible. To move the impossible to possible naturally moves it into the realm of probable. Those who can't never will. Those who try will learn from their failures. "Ah, that a man's reach should exceed his grasp, or what's a heaven for?" - Robert Browning.

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